dudelovenext

Didn't really feel like going into work today.

I'm not by any means depressed or "blue". I'm typically good about keeping my chin up, seeing that silver lining, and drinking the glass that's half full.

After the quiz from a few days ago, I think I can pinpoint at least one thing that's been bothering me. I don't seem to be having a lot of control or even influence over my life. At least, not like I had in years previous.

The most positive thing that's really happened in the last...oh, couple years was meeting Whitney. A very good and high point in my life to be sure! But...other than that, it's been the same thing. Going to work. Games. Partying. Going to work. Etc. Fun as it may be...I need a little more. I need go someplace. I need to...I need to really contribute.

Stuff to ponder.

The mocha is helping today, at least. `^_^ Ah well, hopefully today isn't that long. :)

EDIT: Damnit. It's beyond freakin' busy today and my back is killing me. :(