dudelovenext

Tired. >_< Quick update before I head to slumberland.

I still have a lot of people to give my opinion to. `^_^ Some are easier than others (obviously). Some...well, I'll be the first one to admit I'm not the best at be ice cold straight forward honest; sometimes it's neccessary, but that doesn't mean I like it (or that it's neccessary for this situation). But I'll get through them. :)

So far, I've gleaned two negative aspects to my character through people's opinions of me.

I'm horrible at getting together with people. *nods* I can see that...geez, there's a lot of people I want to hang out with (Katie, Colin, Beth, Nikki, more). I guess I can give every excuse in the book, but they're just excuses. I don't want anyone to feel that I'm just saying, "oh, let's hang out!" when I don't intend to. Life gets in the way, but I guess I just need to manage my time a bit better. I'll try and make more of an effort. :)

I drink way too much. On one hand, I don't see this. I don't drink and drive, I'm not an angry drunk, I'm not spending all my money on liquor. Squeek! had pointed out that I tend to drink to relieve some of my frustrations. Mmmm...okay, that's fair, I'd say I do that sometimes. Not the healthiest, I know. But I don't think I overdo it. I think when it comes to the point that whenever you see me, that I have a drink, there's a problem.

*yawn* So even though I'm a bit frustrated, I'm not drunk! *LOL* And hopefully I'll get a good night's sleep. :)